“He will not give up on you.”
It’s hard, when counting your sins, to truly understand the love of God. I always feel like he might give up on me or forsake me, but despite these feelings, it is definitely not biblical.
God will not give up on you, no matter what. He is faithful when we are not, and if you ever feel like he might, which I often do, just look up scripture countering that lie. We are warriors. We can fight the fight of faith in a God who loves us.